Last night, sometime around 10:30pm, I decided to scrap my plans for the evening and enjoy my
still-awake boys. My original plan was to type up a post, research
endometriosis, and work on some photo editing- but that was
not what happened. The boys were giggling and playing and were not about to fall asleep- they had both managed to squeeze in a nap
after dinner and were not the least bit tired. Most people would just put them in their beds and let them get themselves to sleep, but not me. Nope, I gave that option up several years ago when I started letting the boys fall asleep on my lap or in my bed before carting them off to their own beds-
ahhhh hindsight, it's truly 20/20!! But that's not the point of this story......

As I looked at my 2 little monkeys, I realized that the
only way they were going to settle down was for me to lie down in the middle of the two of them.....

So, that's what I did! And then we took a picture....

And
that got them more riled up!!
Needless to say, it wasn't until I shut off all the lights and got a little more serious about bedtime that I was finally able to accomplish the task and get my little
night-owls where they belonged- in their own beds!!
By that time, I was exhausted and decided to scrap my post, along with all my other plans. I even decided to put all my errands for the following day on hold and take the kids to the pool instead.
But as I started to put my computer away, I realized that there was one thing I needed to do for my own peace of mind. Yesterday, Allie's pediatrician told me something that I hadn't been expecting. I thought that Allie's current medical issues (migraines, irregular bleeding, severe cramping, acne, nausea, etc.) were all due to out-of-control hormones, and we've been working with an OBG to try to get things under control. But when Allie went in for her well-visit yesterday, her pediatrician seemed to think that there might be something more to Allie's problems- something called
endometriosis. We did originally check for this condition before we started hormone therapy (a.k.a. birth control pills- I just hate to call it that for a 16yr-old!) by doing an ultrasound, but everything looked good at the time. So, about 11:30 last night, I started researching this new
possible diagnosis, and what I found
was not encouraging.
One more thing on my worry list! We have an appointment on August 11th with Allie's OBG, so I guess I have to wait until then to start the process of determining what is wrong with my oldest child.
This year has been so hard for me as we have had so many medical issues come to light. I have always felt so incredibly blessed to have so many healthy children, and that was always my main concern! Take away all our money, our house, whatever possessions we have, but leave me with healthy children-
PLEASE!! And for whatever reason, things have just snowballed with all the kids this year. I visit the pharmacy several times a week now, and I consider our pharmacist to be
family at this point! We have had CT scans, MRI's, X-rays, ultrasounds, and procedures done this year that we have never had before- 3 of us have had CT scans in the last 6 months alone, and Allie has had several ultrasounds and an MRI! Noah has also had an ultrasound, and Zack had his first CT scan! Then there's Emily, who is scheduled to see a bone and joint specialist for severe pain in her knees, hips and wrists- she also has a severe case of
hammer toes that will eventually require surgery! I know,
I know, all of this doesn't seem like much- I mean, no one has cancer and we can deal with all of this. I don't mean to sound like a complainer, but it sure does weigh on my heart and causes me lots of additional stress, no matter how much I try to
not worry! And honestly, I didn't really put it all together until my dad had his accident-
that really brought it all home for me. You begin to realize
just how fragile your health is...... And speaking of my dad, he is still in the hospital, and if you're interested in his recovery, please check out my mom's blog
here for an update!
So, I went to bed last night feeling upset, but determined to get up this morning and take some time to
decompress..... that didn't happen. Nope. It just didn't happen.
I slept in- that was my first mistake. I probably needed the sleep, but that put me completely behind in my day.
BTW- sleeping in for me means 8am! As soon as I got up, I got busy stripping the beds- today is laundry day for all sheets and towels (not to mention the other 3 "normal" loads!). I then called my mom, desperate to try to figure out how to download my pictures onto my computer without having them go through Lightroom first. I was ready to get this post typed up, but didn't want to deal with the
uploading nightmare that has become my life!! After 3o minutes on the phone, the task was complete, but chaos was reigning in my house. Babies were screaming and toys were being thrown. The kitchen was a disaster, and the t.v. was WAY TOO LOUD!! Jacob needed down from his highchair and then needed a major diaper change-
darn it, I should have changed him before I put him in his chair because his overloaded diaper burst and the gel inside spilled out all over the place when I laid him down on the living room floor to change him!!! As I was lugging the carpet cleaner up the stairs from the basement to clean up the diaper mess, I began to feel sick to my stomach. It was now 9:30, I had errands to run, Matthew had just run out the door into the garage and let both the baby and the dog outside, the kitchen was still a mess, I had phone calls to make for doctor appointments, everyone was still in their jammies (including me), the boys were fighting over the t.v. (
please don't judge me here people!), I was determined to get
this darned post typed up, I have things to learn about my camera, I have 3 blogs I now have to try to keep up with, I 'm trying to stay on top of all my tweets ( did I metion that I have been asked to be a Community Leader for the Blog Frog- such an honor!), and I now had the nasty job of cleaning the carpet. Oh,
there's more..... but I'll spare you the details and move along with my post,
which I now forgot the point of...............!Oh yeah, decompression! Whatever happened to THAT plan?!?! I was gonna go to the pool today and forget about everything else. I guess that sort of
went out the window when I had to drag out the carpet cleaner. It just made me realize how much further behind I'll be if I don't keep trudging along today. I don't know why exactly, but somehow our trip to Montana
kicked my butt. Maybe it was all the driving, or maybe it was the fact that I was without my Zack for a good part of the time, or maybe it was just the fact that I couldn't really get anything done while I was there and things piled up at home. Oh, I know, maybe it's the 2 bedrooms that are still waiting to be painted and decorated that are driving me NUTS!!! That's another thing I forgot to mention- Emily decided that her new room just wasn't right (that's my fault- I should have known better!) and so now, we will be completely redecorating for a more rustic and western theme-
which also means repainting that room- here we go AGAIN!! Whatever the reason, I am overwhelmed, exhausted and I have PMS-
gee, maybe THAT'S the reason!!! But I am feeling better now that I have vented
a little and finally got a post typed up! About the only thing left to put in this ridiculous post is that I am desperately trying to get you all to go over to my BLOG FROG widget on my sidebar and visit MY COMMUNITY! I have a discussion going on over there about photography and would love some feedback, or you can start your own discussion!! It's really a great tool and resource once it gets going. If you have a question or need some advice, simply post it over there and then others can visit and reply to your question! At least go over there and look around- just click on the VISIT MY COMMUNITY at the bottom of the widget and that's it! As I mentioned above, I have been asked to be a Community Leader for the Blog Frog, and I am so excited about the opportunity. My main goal is to get everyone to head over to the
Blog Frog homepage, look around and maybe even sign up- they have some amazing widgets over there! And not only are the widgets very user friendly, but if you have a question, the staff at THE BLOG FROG is amazing! So, I hope you all will brighten my day and check them out! And I also hope you will ignore ALL my typos in this post because I
am so done that there is NO WAY I'm going back through to check it all over!!!!